See you with my eyes closed, haunted by your afterglow.

It’s Undeniable How Brilliant You Are

Wow… the last post before it’s June! Which means it’s what, like a month away from my birth­day? Haha… I remem­ber say­ing back in March that I might get my Cast­ing Pearls DVD for my birth­day by the time it comes. Now I’m not even sure it’ll come by then!

I added “Unshake­able” by Phil Joel to the playlist… if any­one cares.

Any­ways, I’ve been… let’s call it an emo­tional roller­coaster for the last like week. I don’t know how to feel any­more. Even when I do feel some way I end up blam­ing myself for feel­ing that way. It’s com­pli­cated. I’m just a lit­tle messed up.

I just started yet another site… Right now it’s at http://hindsightencore.com/zm but soon it’ll be a cast­ing pearls ver­sion of newsboysheadquarters.

Is Lau­ren not cute or what? My gosh… lol. I’m not too sure about that baby… looks famil­iar… lol. Which reminds me, have fun on vaca­tion! Any­ways… That’s it for now. Later all.

There are 3 responses for this post:

  1. haha you know I care about Unshake­able being added…but since you ‘con­sulted’ me on adding it, you prob­a­bly already knew that. Consulted…I feel smart and spe­cial! Pow­er­ful song…I used to just like his vocals…but I can really appre­ci­ate the lyrics now. Good stuff.

    Who’s that lit­tle girl? They’re cute.

    I feel bad. I didn’t know you were hav­ing an ‘off week’. Hope you get things fig­ured out soon though, you’re an awe­some per­son, who obvi­ously has a lot of talent…I don’t you to end up get­ting down enough to where you can’t see that.

    hmm…June, plus a month means July. Your birth­day is in July? I thought you told me it was in June…wow Mr. Furler and the gov­ern­ment really could have made us twins lol. Any­ways– I know how you feel about the DVD– I’ve been say­ing that EXACT same thing about the birth­day for a few months now…well since the sec­ond ‘set back’ lol. It’ll come even­tu­ally, and it’ll prob­a­bly be WAY bet­ter than ONIP as a DVD…I found that a wee bit concerning…they could have done bet­ter than that in my opin­ion. The only extras being music videos *sighs* oh well.

    This was a long comment…hope you don’t mind lol.

    Ash­ley
    5/31/2005 at 9:53pm
  2. Well my birth­day is at the end of June… June 28th to be exact.

    The lit­tle girl in the pic­ture is Lau­ren. She’s like in love with me (appar­ently) and she’s cute. She hap­pens to be a friend’s sis­ter, but that has noth­ing to do with it lol.

    As far as the DVD is con­cerned, I’m afriad it’s going to be delayed even longer and be mar­keted and labeled Inpop. Not that being labeled ‘Inpop’ is a bad thing, in fact it would get them a whole lot more money out of it. I’m kind of torn whether or not it’s a good thing or not, actually.

    Any­ways…

    As far as my emo­tional well-being, if you will, it’s just a mat­ter of me let­ting… oth­ers con­trol my emo­tions. It’s crazy, really. That’s more then any­body prob­a­bly wanted to know…

    eter­nal­blue
    5/31/2005 at 11:04pm
  3. Omg, I can’t believe you posted that pic­ture. Omg.. *doesnt know how to react*

    LMBO!! And you didn’t even tell me!!!

    OF COURSE THAT PICTURE IS CUTE! That baby is SOO adorable. It has your eyes, AND hair.… oh man..

    and that.. face, that blonde girl, seems some­what very annoy­ing, but her face!!! It’s soo fami­lar! I can’t seem to place it though.. hmm… Lau­ren.. lau­ren lau­ren lau­ren… doesn’t seem to be ring­ing any bells yet.. hmm. She is cute though..

    She’s in love with you? AWWW thats cute. I told you. She thinks your the great­est thing on earth bes­dies CANDY!

    Gary, I’ll always be here for you no mat­ter what, ok? We’ve been thru alot of crap, some thru which I wish never hap­pened.. *cough*seth*cough* and a bunch more. But, I love u, ok?

    I KNEWW some­thing was up, but you just kept deny­ing it. I’m sorry I couldn’t call… you know that I love you.. and.. you know what, in fact, I’m going to call you RIGHT now. Watch.

    *ring ring*

    HI GARY ITS… *rhymeeeeeeeee*

    love ya tons, your bestest friend ever.

    *pst* She still wears your ear­rings you gave her, in fact, she’s wear­ing the but­ter­fly ones right now.. =O

    Kari Ann
    5/31/2005 at 11:45pm