Some­times I’m sub­con­sciously forced to think about life and how unpre­pared I am for it. Times like right now, times that go from hap­pi­ness to appre­hen­sive­ness and just a gen­eral sense of being over­whelm­ingly dis­heart­ened. A sim­ple futur­is­tic con­ver­sa­tion… a con­ver­sa­tion about vul­ner­a­bil­ity and break­ing down walls. I feel like any sort of dia­logue that […]

I don’t think it’s a secret that my posts are usu­ally largely inspired by some song I’ve been lis­ten­ing to. Most of the time I’m pretty con­tent with the out­come, at least at the time. How­ever, lately I can’t tell you how many times I’ve started writ­ing a post after lis­ten­ing to some­thing, but then […]

Last night I did some­thing that I haven’t ever done, or at least that I can remem­ber. I just laid out­side and watched the stars and even man­aged to see some shoot­ing stars. Hon­estly, I’m pretty sure I’ve never seen a shoot­ing star before. Although not an incred­i­bly deep or reveal­ing moment on the surface, […]

It’s about time I be hon­est with myself. I’m scared beyond belief about next month. I’m pretty sure I’ve brought up how big of a change this is for me, but it had yet to really sink in until tonight… at 3am. It’s pretty sad that I’ve spent the last hour or so in desperate […]

I’m often asked why I pre­fer, at core, “Chris­t­ian” music. Most of the time I can’t explain it past the fact that it, for the most part, has more pas­sion in it… and the pas­sion is usu­ally directed in the right direc­tion. Some peo­ple are just so freak­ing tal­ented that when their pas­sion is directed towards […]